With it being her decision to poly with me or w/e, I've decided to fall back and just be cool about it. I understand there has to be some chase involved but people hate to have people constantly in their face. she's definitely not the only girl in my picture but she presents the most growth oppurtunity. ultimately it's HER decision. with that said, i'm not giving up exactly. just evaluating my options and focusing on myself. come what may, i can say that i've been the most sincere, honest and relaxed than i've been in a while.
however, the one who chases often gets played the most. i may like shorty a lot, but that doesnt mean i dont have some instincts that i have to just give up cuz i'm interested in her.
i'ma just be falling back and improving myself. hit the gym for like the first time in AGES and it felt good. i wanna be good for the summer cuz one of my plans is to hit up Atlanta and spend some time with my cousin Jermaine. ATL would be a PERFECT place for a cat like me to relax and such. these cats talkin about going to Vegas, but after that whole AIDS/HEP C scare going on out there, i want NO PARTS of that shit.
off to the gym.
Stepping your game up in college
well the topic for today is stepping your game up in college. at least the school i got to, it's kinda fast paced, the typical NY aura:"If you aint saying nothing,get the fuck outta my face." cool. never been the type of dude to waste time bullshittin' anyway.
me and my boy were sayin how in our aage bracket, females are more likely toask "Where do you work?" or "What's your concentration/major?" as opposed to some lame shit like "Did you see those new kicks?" or "Why can't we go to McDonalds on a date?"....that's all good. i like a female with some sense of goal and direction. and i just like being around self directed people in general. i tend to be very overbearing, dominating and opinionated whenever i'm in a group and i'm usually the only one like that so its a perfect balance.
the most agonizing part is "waiting" for a female to make up her mind about her being with you. bar what any guy says, i do think that a female ultimately decides the whole relationship process. i think thhat us guys just gotta have our game up and show we got some hustle and sense about us. i'm totally not used to waiting on a female, much less one i like..but i always had a knack for getting what i wanted anyway...i'm not gonna say that the one i'm talking to now is "special", per se...but we do have a sort of nice relationship. she's a bit career oriented, so i want her to just be a chill 21 year old. she wants to "help" me out on some issues she thinks i have. now, i've never really based my life about what people think about me, but i have been a bit funnystyle lately. advice is advice,regardless on who it comes from. i do like what she brings to the table, but i do think a month is more than ample time to make a decision on relationship status. and it's not physical. you must get the mental before the physical.
not like i've been totally "monogamous"...but i still have a habit of attracting girls with boyfriends. nothing i intentionally pursue. it is what it is..
on a side note...Imperial Marketing. 2008. more info later.
peace
me and my boy were sayin how in our aage bracket, females are more likely toask "Where do you work?" or "What's your concentration/major?" as opposed to some lame shit like "Did you see those new kicks?" or "Why can't we go to McDonalds on a date?"....that's all good. i like a female with some sense of goal and direction. and i just like being around self directed people in general. i tend to be very overbearing, dominating and opinionated whenever i'm in a group and i'm usually the only one like that so its a perfect balance.
the most agonizing part is "waiting" for a female to make up her mind about her being with you. bar what any guy says, i do think that a female ultimately decides the whole relationship process. i think thhat us guys just gotta have our game up and show we got some hustle and sense about us. i'm totally not used to waiting on a female, much less one i like..but i always had a knack for getting what i wanted anyway...i'm not gonna say that the one i'm talking to now is "special", per se...but we do have a sort of nice relationship. she's a bit career oriented, so i want her to just be a chill 21 year old. she wants to "help" me out on some issues she thinks i have. now, i've never really based my life about what people think about me, but i have been a bit funnystyle lately. advice is advice,regardless on who it comes from. i do like what she brings to the table, but i do think a month is more than ample time to make a decision on relationship status. and it's not physical. you must get the mental before the physical.
not like i've been totally "monogamous"...but i still have a habit of attracting girls with boyfriends. nothing i intentionally pursue. it is what it is..
on a side note...Imperial Marketing. 2008. more info later.
peace
Mind vs. Heart
Jut been going through a whirlrwind of emotions lately...had to leave my #1 draft pick alone for a while cuz she's had some other stuff to focus on, which i aint mad at. i just never felt like this in a while...i've also been the type of cat who's never had to wait for a extended amount of time for a female.
i do like what she brings to the table, all the little things like making me laugh and all that shit...we kissed saturday and i admit it was kinda "off"...but fuck it...i'm tired of not being a gambler. too goddamn methodical.
i just HATE waiting for females to make up their minds. i'm a bit too methodical so i'd ideally like the opposite of that. i have a feeling everything's gonna be alright tho. i mean well and it's a unwritten rule that you get what you work for. and if it doesnt go down, i'll chalk it up as a learning experience. besides, the nexts always better than the ex
i'm a asshole. i havent been totally fair to her. and i have a bad habit of just being snide/rude, just cuz i know she wont take it from me. she's not exactly argumentative but she does say what she wants. i find it attractive when a chick can stand up for themselves, and a past situation kinda let me see what type of girl she is. i've ALWAYS been the type to push peoples buttons nd see what i can get away with. it's cool but it's grown man time now.
i do like what she brings to the table, all the little things like making me laugh and all that shit...we kissed saturday and i admit it was kinda "off"...but fuck it...i'm tired of not being a gambler. too goddamn methodical.
i just HATE waiting for females to make up their minds. i'm a bit too methodical so i'd ideally like the opposite of that. i have a feeling everything's gonna be alright tho. i mean well and it's a unwritten rule that you get what you work for. and if it doesnt go down, i'll chalk it up as a learning experience. besides, the nexts always better than the ex
i'm a asshole. i havent been totally fair to her. and i have a bad habit of just being snide/rude, just cuz i know she wont take it from me. she's not exactly argumentative but she does say what she wants. i find it attractive when a chick can stand up for themselves, and a past situation kinda let me see what type of girl she is. i've ALWAYS been the type to push peoples buttons nd see what i can get away with. it's cool but it's grown man time now.
the date went extremely well...there were a few left field questions...but i like being challenged...it's on again this saturday....
well...between the Giants winning the Super Bowl, class, work, going to see Gasol's first game as a Laker and wishing i coulda saw the Hornets game last night,life's good...
got a date today...shorty is cool but i'ma just take it slow..still gonna do things the G way but its all good...me and shorty were friends before but then the matchmaker (a mutual acquaintance) just said outright (in front of both of us) that we should get to know each other...i'm not against it...it's w/e...
i miss England...
got a date today...shorty is cool but i'ma just take it slow..still gonna do things the G way but its all good...me and shorty were friends before but then the matchmaker (a mutual acquaintance) just said outright (in front of both of us) that we should get to know each other...i'm not against it...it's w/e...
i miss England...
Red
well i started @ Red Distribution yesterday..it was alright with me just doing msinly online marketing and tour date management..it's gonna be challenging but i'm game....it's cool thus far, with me doing a lotta intern shit like copying, filing, and all the regular shit.
school started yesterday and my fuckin breaks between classes are major..today i got a break from 3:45-7:35...so i'm gonna be on my workout and ball grind...
got a free Xbox 360 from my mans who's in the Navy...i wanted a PS 3 originally but beggars cant be choosers...2K8 is the goddamn truth!!!!!!!!! i cant even play with the Knicks but the Hornets are realy that deal...i'm $$ with Mo Pete and Peja comin' off curls and draining em....it seems like my nights are gonna be filled with 2K8 and Naruto when i should be doing my HW or reading...no biggie...it's all good. life's about priorities
school started yesterday and my fuckin breaks between classes are major..today i got a break from 3:45-7:35...so i'm gonna be on my workout and ball grind...
got a free Xbox 360 from my mans who's in the Navy...i wanted a PS 3 originally but beggars cant be choosers...2K8 is the goddamn truth!!!!!!!!! i cant even play with the Knicks but the Hornets are realy that deal...i'm $$ with Mo Pete and Peja comin' off curls and draining em....it seems like my nights are gonna be filled with 2K8 and Naruto when i should be doing my HW or reading...no biggie...it's all good. life's about priorities
